frust kot??!!

huuu.. satu kejadian tlah terjd pd diri sheila skali lg.. apekn daya..sheila bkn lah manusia yg perfect.. slalu jugak sheila wt clap...terutamanya kpd org yg amt sheila sygi.. sume nyer bermula dri stu keclapan kecil..hnye satu ayt je sheila terslh ckp.. n sheila pn xspatut nyer wt cmtu kpd die..sedangkn sheila tau yg die tersgt lah bz dgn projek yg die sdg buat die sekola..sheila hanye la akn kejut kn die pd wktu2 tertentu like bgun sahur.. n bgun utk g skola..hanye pd wktu tu je la yg sheila dpt dgr suare die yg amt sheila rindu..

tersgt lah sheila menyesal dgn ape yg tlah sheila ungkapkn kpd die..skg sheila hanye bleh melihat die dr pdngan yg jauh saje...sheila xbrani nk berdepan dgn die.. xtau la die cmne skg...samada da maafkn @ pn tidak,, sheila hanye tggu la utk jwpn die...skg sheila xkn ganggu die wktu die nk wt keje lg.. sheila akn menjauhkn diri utk sementara wktu..sejak dua ari yg lepas.. sheila dtg bulan.. so xleh la nk pose...  tp yg pelik nyer... pd ari yg xleh nk pose tu..sheila mcm xde slera nk mkn.. xtau la nape.. so termasok smpi ari nie,, sheila da xmkn slame dua ari..mmg sheila xrase lapar sungguh! sheila cume minum air je.. wktu berbuke pn bkn nyer mkn...tp duk mengemas umh jap.. bb nk wt keje skola.. terase rajin jap...

bgtu lah ape yg terjadi smlm..dgn ini.. sheila arap akn sabar menanti kepulangan kekasih hati sheila.. xkire la bape lame. akn ttp sheila tggu...sheila jugak berharap kumplan die akn menang (projek yg die wt kt skola) smpi 4 sept 2010 klu xclap sheila...oleh itu.. i bid u sayonara for now..see u in the next post

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huuu... pose..posee...

hey sume!! tuan punyer blog suda kembali!!
heheh da lame da xupdate kn blog.. as u see.. blog sheila skg ade yg da brubah kn.. ye x??
da byk da ltk... gmba la... mase la.. cume skg nk blajar cmner nk ltk music!
hahah da makin pandai da wt blog nie...heheh
ari nie mmg eppy gler sheila! bb..
1. exam da abz!! xyah la nk jenguk2 bku lg...
2. ade ske n duke apeble dpt result.. tp result yg ckup2 mkn je la...
    huhuhuhu
3. sheila dpt markah tertinggi dlm BI!! heheh biase la kn...
   (alahai benci nyer nk berlagak plak kt cni)
  
heheh xde la... sheila eppy dpt mrkh tertggi bkn nyer ape..just dat b'coz sheila da lame x dpt...
jeng...jeng...jeng... 93 A+ hahah lame da xdpt angka 9 nie kn...
skg klu dpt A,, mesti dlm lingkungan 80++ je.. hehe anyways..
i like to thank this grade for my mom n dad, who taught me ENGLISH..
my frens who always support me... cewah.. cm dpt anugerah la plak..
hehe tp ade kala nyer bimbang subjek yg len gak..
huhuhu cm akaun... mmg trun abz la.. mrkh plak cm, lbh kurg je dgn yg formatif 1.
ahaha biarkn je la... ape da terjadi xyah pk2 lagi..
an idiom for u guys to learn: "no use crying over spilt milk"
klu dlm BM plak: "nasi da jadi bubur"
hehe lg stu .. ari ni mr. chan plak ajar kteorg bhsa mandarin..
mei re yi zhi.. yg membawa makna..
every day a word OR as u all know, LEARN-A-WORD-A-DAY
hahah care nk sebut nyer cmnie..may re yi ze!
jd klu ade mase lg,, sheila akn tnye mr. chan utk blajar ayt2 mandarin..
heheh pastu akn post di blog sheila nie klu igt..
well then dats it for today! see u all next time,... in another post!
bye2!!

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exam...exam...exam...

uhuhu exam pd pg nie ok la gak...
bm... ok.. no probs... cume bhgian peribhasa aje yg xleh nk jwb! aduhai... bape kali da sheila cube nk tgk blkg n bce sume peribhsa yg ade kt papan blkg tu...tp xkesmpaian bb ddk jauh sgt...

tp yug plg bez.. semestinyer BI!!!!hehe mmg senag ya amt! cume ble gulp n gasp tu je terstuck cket...hehehe bg sheila... cte yg plg bez ialah....Fruitcake Special! bez sgt cte tu...
senang nk phm.. xde la ssh maner...hehehehe

tp yg perit nyer nk jwb... aduhai...agama la... i mean.. bknnyer ape..
just sbb bku xsmpt bce smlm...tetido kul 8 dkt 9..then ble tersedar.. da kul 10..
pastu leh plak sheila tetido lg...p smbung tdo la plak budak nie...
ish2... pastu bgun blek dlm kul 11... then kol ati kesygan sheila...
di sbb kn prut sheila nie still sakit dr berbuke... sheilapn trun la bwh jap..
untk bersantap..hehe then bru la tdo dlm kul 1... kul4 bgun blek...
sahur la kn...(aik?! xpuas lg mkn??)hehehe oright la... smpi cni saje post kali nie...
sheila chow lu..! bye u all!!
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hey evrybody! just got really excited today!

bb ptg nnt sheila g bazaar dgn farique lg! hehe bez2
wlupun smlm die tetdo wktu sheila nk g bazaar.. tp xpe la..
sheila maafkn die.. bb sheila sgt syg kn die..
hehe ari ni pun sheila dpt tau perkara yg SEBENAR tntg sumting...
sumting yg melibat kn slh stu post yg sblm2 nie punyer...
heheh klu nk tau kene la investigate sendiri..
hikhikhikhik.. jika ade pape nk tnye... sila tnye sama ade
d chat box @ pd tuan punyer blog...
hehe smpi b'jmpe lg..
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what to do??

watashi wa suki anata wa ja arimasen!
busu! busu! hmmph!


i didn't mean to picked a fight with u..
it just that i wanted to express my feelings.. don't u get that?
how can i put it..?i don't know what to do now..
u've pushed my buttons too hard now..
n it's hurting me..everyone has a limit ok??
i'm not saying that i'm special.. even u have ur limit.
well.. my limit has ended..for u!
i can't control u anymore,,
if it isn't bout my boy?? then what was??
i know u're hurt by my post..
i'm sorry alrite? i didn't mean it..
it just that i get so lonely when u went with them..
u just took away all my frens.. don't u even noticed me anymore?
why don't u come to me n talk bout it..
u r driving me nuts! plez.. i need a solution to u..
it's hard to just guess all the time..
sometimes u have to spell it out for me..
just say it straight. if i can take it.. i'll hold..
if i can't,, then i'll just cry.. no harm done..
cuz i know i'm a person who likes to cry..


whenever i'm stressed out,, i'll cry,,
whenever i'm angry,, i'll cry,,
whenever i'm sad,, i'll cry even more!>_<
so it doesn't really matter what u will say..
i know i have to take it as a solution to get well with u again...
don't wanna fight with u any more...getting tired seeing u like this..
u don't have to put this get up anymore if u just talked to me..
then again u won't.. i'll just hope for the best to happen,,,
hope u're doing just fine..as i can't stand hating u anymore..
it's tiring just to have to put up with ur act..
i don't mind if u hated me.. that's up to u..
whether u want to continue on like this..
or u wanna make up.. it's ur choice..
just tell me when u have the answer.. no need to discuss with me
just go on... no more.. no less...

susah nyer!!

tido xsenang... pkran pn xsenang.. huhu penat nk pk..

penat nk rase tkot..!! penat! penat! penat!
huh?!!!! nape la prlu ade pkran yg kusut hnye kerna bnde yg kecik?!
mls beno nk pk psl tu lg.. skg sheila kene wt perancangan utk ari esk..
at least sheila nk cube.. nk tgk ape reaksi die nnt..
but seriusly mmg tkot siot nk ckp dgn die..
xtau la cmner nk mlekn.. huuu~~
somebody plez help me!

Missing You

Whenever i was sad,, i'd would always see your face in my mind..

Seeing us together as we run in the fields of flowers,,
nobody was there accept for us..
The first few months was such an incredible time..
You have shown me that you really love me..

My heart could never stop loving you..
I have never felt like this before..
the first time we hold hands,,
my heart couldn't stop beating so hard!

As time goes.. i get to knew you bit-by-bit
even though you have some rough edges..
you also have a smooth side of you..
and that smooth side was mine to know all alone..

when it came to the first date, i couldn't stop the rate of my heart beating for you..
Only i knew how fast it was going and how big was your hand compared to mine..
you are the guy of my dream..i never loved someone like I LOVE YOU..

~I Love You So Much RIQ!~

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