~ Freaqky Girl ~

what does my heart yearns for to be happy?

i can't even answer these questions..

once something is flowing into my mind through gossips, hatred, sadness..

n so on.. each day i would wake up n trying to find some hope..

but sometimes finding hope isn't enough.. i need something else..

to make me really motivated.. but what should i find?

is there something that will occupy the spaces in my heart..

that is bleeding for what we call "the past".

a lot has happened to me..

especially "Friends Fighting Over Each Other"

i don't want the same thing happen to me again..

i can't afford to lose my heart again..

even it is filled with love..

i feel as if some of it has leaked from my heart

through the scratches n wounds that was made

through out the things that has been happening to me..

can't afford of losing my heart to a new love..

a love that i felt all by my own..

without any help, love just came by..

n struck me with cupid's arrow as i fell in love with him..

written by pnas4eva