Final year

dear bloggers...

i have to admit that it has been a long time since i wrote. yet i kept leaving my blog unattended.. hahah my bad.. so here i wanted to continue the story of my university life at UKM.

At long last! My final year in UKM has arrived. well.. it ended already.. but here I am! To tell it again from the start of it! basically, if I would describe my final in a word is: LONELINESS. really? you didn't see that coming? well, check out my 2nd year right? see how it all went down the drain bcoz of my mistakes and no tolerance from "them". whatever. I have overcome it since they called me out.

for starters, my final year started off with a NEW ROOM & NEW ROOMMATE. and thank god i was good at begging (not actual begging) and pleading for a new room so that i could avoid anymore heartache from THEM. I prayed that i won't be experiencing anymore trouble for this year. And yes i got what i needed: SOME ALONE TIME FOR MYSELF. i guess it was a bliss that having a room mate that doesn't actually know me and aren't always in the room. I had the room all to myself almost all the time! man! talk about lonely. Well, at least I finally got my peace again without HER around to messed up my mind.I was very thankful that my room mate was a year older than me.. and very friendly i might say that.

In addition to that, I learned how to really live the university life with excluding all the college activities that i poured my heart into when I was in my 2nd year. when i say living.. I meant as in not worrying about my room mate or getting back late whatsoever. nobody cares! and i Liked it that way. i stayed in that room for only a semester. the next semester, i was starting my working life. which is not a stranger since I'll be working again at mph. i just don't know where to search anymore but since mph has given me a place.. then i'll work.

the 2nd semester of my final year was a breeze.. since i finished my thesis in the 1st semester.. i just had to focused on work. with all the reports done.. i finally can breathe! hah! You can say that to my other friends but not me... i had a problem with my credit hour and had to take a short semester IF I still wanted to GRAD this year. and i did.

well this turns out to be along post. so i'll continue my story in the next post! stay tuned..

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My Tragic End to 2nd year

hey there!

well, if you must know, at the end of my 2nd year ended badly..not in terms of my education (it dropped down a bit but that's not the point). It ended bad in terms of my relation with people at my college. And that has been affecting me to survive the ends of my 2nd year of study. even though it did put a gap on some of the people i know close.. but it also strengthens my relationship with the people I rarely talked to. and thanks to that, i'd still be able to enjoy my college a bit. well.. not for long that is..

I kinda fought with some girls that i was suppose to be close with bcoz of what I told you in the previous post. and i did some provoking post on my facebook and ended up being called up. the main objective was to clear up everything that "they" don't understand about my accusations. well.. they were true anyways and its just that they want to put on "a good face" for the upperhands.. really? "THEY" wanted to meet up just to cover their sorry arses! they didn't even gave me the chance to say or even defend myself! and because they were so pushy about me being friends with them again.. i just gave up. I just don't want to get caught up with them anymore. I JUST DON'T CARE. They NEVER CARED anyways. "it was always for the greater good"..

puhleaseeee!! nobody believe that.. everyone knows about it! stop acting like nobody is noticing it! and that's the end of my 2nd year in ukm.

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